Hmmm. Been bored lately and because there is such a LACK of things to do, I decided to log on deviantart after like months of never even being online. Gah. I've been like bored, barely got anyone to talk to so..Eh. That's my fault though. Hmmm, Death's never there that I see, Nate I kinda..Left behind, and now I kinda feel guilty, back when I moved msn's and ain't seen him since so I rummaged around and after about 2 hours, I found what his msn is and readded it sooo~ Drarke is always being horrible about me so he won't talk to me without threatening me three times within a post, and he and Mok argued because Mok was defending me, so they aren't talking either. So much has happened. And a lot of it I can't say because I swore to secrecy.

Jeez I always write so much on these things, what is this my lifeline? HAH. I talk to SP, Jacob who gets very annoying sometimes and not so much at others, ugh. I tazlk to Toby too, she's a fun friend and keeps me happy for a while while we talk, Death is on right now and Mok has been on like every day or so. After a long time of us now talking. Huh. BB released a new album called Dear Agony and I found a website for music that my school's Circo system didn't block called Grooveshark so on there hehe. Music crashes my comp and so does yoputube, but not gs.

No one is ever..Online anymore. There's no one to talk to. My friends and I irl are drifting, I'm detaching myself from them as well as here. But why? Idk why. My mom stopped me talking to one of my best friends - Kai, Barry, whatever you name him, - because he was 23. Stopped us texting. Hell broke loose for the first time, ever that bad. Hasn't really been the same since, I guess I changed. My mom deleted his number but she didn't delete the Calls section, I got his number back from there, hah. I think it was 12th November or so..-Sigh- I really miss him, we agreed to talk when I turned 17 or 18. Naturally I'll text him at midnight just before my 17th. I miss him so much. I hope he's ok.

Huh..I dated Mok for like, two days. That lasted a while he tried to dump me that night, but I didn't want him to I was happy that way. His petty excuse? "I'll hurt you." Like I hadn't told him the only thing he could do to hurt me properly was dumping me and running off from me. So what does he do he dumps me. Way to go with yer brownie points, so he cheats on me while we're still together and I dump him the next day. Before even finding out. I bet he felt so great then, he was being all sad. Wish I hadn#'t sympathised. So ungrateful sometimes, but then, so am I aren't I? I wouldn't cheat tho. Why oh why do you fall again, dear Inu, Dear Mok...-Sigh-. Death just told me not to talk to him. Bitch better shut up before she loses her jaw. - -'

Gah, enough complaining. I'm like an emo or something <_<'' Jeeesus. While things have been mainly boring, my grades have slightly..Slipped. I got an F in my Geography mock exam T_T But everyone else got E's and such as well, highest was a C cuz we so OBVIOUSLY didn't revise enough (Uhm..I didn't at all v v; ) and one girl called Rhiannon who sits behind me, got a U, which is like..Jesus. o_o Eh. Gonna just stop typing here before I drown this thing, haha..See ya, I guess. Dunno when I'll be back. Numb so don't give a crap.